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Monthly Archives: June 2008

Even after a few months im back here in Malaysia, deep down inside me, i still miss my life back then in the UK. Some asked, how can 2 years being overseas could overshadow the longer years i was in Malaysia. Well, the answer is simple. U tend to take things u have for granted. Like an old saying “the grass is greener on the other side of the field”… 2 years back, i knew exactly that i wont b there for long, so i decided to fully utilised my time there to enjoy everything that the UK has to offer. and i did. I did everything I could so that i wont feel regretful later to think about the things that i should have done. I did a lot of travelling, a lot of sight-seeing, shopping, learning, experiencing new things, making more friends, knowing about own and others’ cultures, etc etc. too many things to be listed down. Those gave so many valuable lessons to make me a better person. and i think that i’ve learnt a lot from it, like it or not, i’ve changed so much that people do notice those changes.  do i like to be who i am now..? yes of course. I dont want to be like who i used to be 2, 3, 4 years back. I dont want to be a butt-of-joke of other people, i dont want to be treated like shit, i dont want people to look down on me, i dont want to satisfy people and to ignore my needs. I believe that i am more matured now.. and things like that would never gonna happen again, and i’ll make sure of that. I want to start a new life, already started, and i dont want the history to repeat itself ever again. My life used to be so sux that some people didnt treat me as a person. I have that level of dignity that people should expect and respect. I used to be Mr. Guy-Next-Door that people took advantage on me.. and now, I am Mr. Guy-Next-Hell’s-Door  I’d be nice to everbody.. but once people start to annoy and breach my right and privacy, i would bring the hell out of em. and i did that to some people already.. so all the biatches out there, beware!!  

 

I miss.. College University Plymouth St Mark & St John, Plymouth, UK – a small college but one of the best teacher training institute in England. The facilities are tip-top, and the teaching staff are totally from creme de la creme. I have enjoyed every bit of my life there, and the memories there will remain in ma heart forever and ever. Special thanks to Inted Staff, ma housemates (Tesfaye, Rahim, Alan, Mathieu, etc ), other international mates (Naureen et al).

 

I miss… Beethoven the cat.. and all the ‘penjaga-s’. Fazi, Datin, Nedd & Bai – jaga beethoven elok2.. cukur bulu dia bwk balik mesia naa..

 

I miss… Marjon’s field.. located next to my accomodation. Pretty huge field and i used to chill there.. and sometimes at nite, i used to star-gazing with some mates there. Feel like we’re able to grasp those sparkling stars in the sky. and i miss that moment really.. and miss that hot coffee and hot chocolate that accompanied us all nite long..

 

 

I miss… the Hoe.. One of the most beautiful sceneries in South West of England. It took my breath away everytime i go to that place. A very calm place to actually spend the whole afternoon there chillin’.. I could still remember, this place is a must for my malaysian friends who visited plymouth… 

 

and I miss.. the sea…